Showing posts with label forward. Show all posts
Showing posts with label forward. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 25, 2023

Warning: For Those Who Grieve

Photo by Ksenia Chernaya




















There are no words 
To fill the void 
It is an endless sea 
Of missed communication
And broken opportunities

How do I move forward? 
How do I forget? 
How do I cry? 
Now that you're gone 

Your things fill the room, storage and my mind 
Vestiges of the life 
You left behind
For the first time 
Your not here to wipe my tears 

They fill the rims of my dry eyes
Bubbling to the surface
Like a pop can that was shaken 
And opened to soon  

Where is your shoulder to cry on?
Where can one go to find your love? 
The contour of your face 
Was the comfort that tired consciences rested on 

There are tangled grey wires 
At the base of my swollen red heart 
Unable to hold the contents 
Of a soul tore apart

It pumps the same 
But it aches different
It pleads for a love far gone
Begging for attention in a world 
That pays no mind 

How do I move forward? 
How do I forget? 
How do I cry? 
Now that you're gone

The mouth says, I'm well 
Fingertips text, I'm fine 
But deep down a stomach twisted in knots 
Burns with a throbbing
That only the grieving know 

When death darkens a humble doorstep
An unraveling spirit will gladly go home 
Let the white picket fence fade into the background 
Clouds hover in weightless air 

They appear and disappear 
As the light of a glistening dawn opens 
For those chained in the shackles of mourning 
Morning after morning freed from the torment 
Of a breaking heart that stays broke 



Love always, Esha 

Friday, October 14, 2022

Something More

Check out my podcast Hope Speaks to hear the reading of this poem and more. 


Image by Mystic Art Design from Pixabay 


Oftentimes we judge the book by the cover. So we don't read it and never get to the precious information inside. Failing to read the forward. Ignoring the author's bio. Going past the parts that pertain to the index. Thinking what book of value can I reject next? The eyes bypass the context. Attempting to select the best thing but choosing according to the flesh. Scrolling through eBooks hoping to find deeper subtext but always coming up short. Look for easy reads in a library full of complicated stories. Running from grace while a closed heart secretly searches for the Lord. Why are we alive? What do we suffer long for? Questioning minds wonder... A lonely soul implores that we read for the pleasure of finding something MORE. 



Love always, Esha  <3

Wednesday, April 20, 2022

Travel With Hope

 

Photo by karolzielinski1996 
 


Ride on 

Move forward

Traverse to destinations unseen 

Only experienced in dreams 


Inch closer to the desires 

Placed in your heart 

Push through valleys

Pedal up mountaintops 


Thrive in the midst of the wilderness

Sail over running rapids 

As robust waterways swell 

Let the dirt road 

Build the level of your endurance 


The challenge will make you reach higher 

The time spent fighting will make you travel lighter

Because smooth highways 

And byways are meant for driving 


But it is the difficult terrain that builds us 

Shaping our hard days 

Into faith and trust 

Creating a spirit than can withstand 

The journey in no man's land 




Love always, Esha <3






Wednesday, March 30, 2022

Baggage

Drop the baggage at the door 

You won't need old bags anymore 

The suitcases of yesterday will weigh down your progress 

Forget about the tomorrow that didn't arrive today 

Move forward... 

With every step you inch towards a future 

That makes the struggle worth the time 




Love always, Esha 

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